very afraid

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Lani:   Oh lord I am so confused
Jake:   are you more confused today then a month ago?
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   okay question you probably can’t answer
when did you think.. “oh man this might be trouble”
do you know when that happened?
Lani:   The first time you hugged me
I felt something that I shouldn’t have
Jake:   that’s why that last hug was a one arm thing
because you were afraid to give and receiving more..
Lani:   Yes very afraid
Jake:   you were afraid of the bond
Lani:   Yes