not even in a relationship

ILU
Jake:    question.. if you knew in your heart.. you were meant for someone else.. someone else was meant for you.. would you let that go.. and let it lingering..
I guess eventually that lingering would go away?
Lani:    That’s a hard question
Jake:    on saturday.. I told you I would always be in love with you.. did I hurt you more by saying that..
Lani:    Yes
Jake:    :(
Lani:    I wonder if we both decide to stay in our current situations would you always think me or would that beautiful memory go away eventually
Jake:    it would never go away
only way it would decrease would be if one of us said.. sike!
Lani:    haha
Jake:    I never cried like how I cried..
I have cried after a break up.. but it was always brief
like maybe 30 minutes max
or during the break up
but I have always been able to shake it off quickly
Lani:    crazy how we are not even in a relationship and it’s worst that being in one
Jake:    all the little things we do.. we feel it..
immensely