I saw it
for a tiny tiny bit
you looked at me and smiled
and behind that smile
was true happiness
something you have been missing or
hiding for over a month

I said I would be fine
“I like how I feel”
how would I know I would be fine
when I have never felt like this
I can’t stop thinking about you
all I have been doing is thinking of
what to do with you
what to share with you
I want to tell you how much I miss you
but I know it would only hurt you more
if I really care about you
I need to you leave you
the fuck alone
and I really do care about you
so it’s time for me to truly try to leave you alone