let go

hug
Jake:   wow!
Lani:   Another wow
Jake:   i closed my eyes!!! and it felt even better!
my first time
Lani:   Oh lord we are in trouble for real
Jake:   i didn’t know you’re supposed to close you eyes
that was crazy!
oh my gosh!!
how come you didn’t tell me
jake you’re supposed to close you eyes
Lani:   What to close your eyes?
Jake:   yes!!!
Lani:   You just feel it and do it
Jake:   i didn’t know
like riding a roller coaster you’re supposed to relax but you don’t know that unless someone tells you
Lani:   Not true
Jake:   so you knew the first time you rode a roller coaster to relax?
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   i used to lock up
and it felt so scary
but then one day i just relaxed
raised my arms and it was amazing
Lani:   Lol
Jake:   holy moly Lani!
the world looks different all of a sudden
Lani:   How is that?
Jake:   i think i’m on a high
the air feels better!
the trees look prettier
Lani:   You are crazy!
Jake:   everything looks and feels clearer
i think it’s because i let go
Lani:   You know this is not healthy either right
Jake:   okay question
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   did you feel it too?
maybe it was just me
Lani:   I felt it alright
I didn’t want to let go
Jake:   hahaha
well i’m still tingling from it
so wild!
oh my god.. it’s like you’re my first love.. everything else feels so fake.. or incorrect
i felt so much more with my eyes closed
it was and is amazing
i’m getting all hot thinking about it
Lani:   Seriously you make me smile even when I am not talking to you