breathe again

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Jake:   i miss you Lani
Lani:   I miss you too!!!!!
At least we got to talk for a tiny bit
Jake:   😁 yes!
every little bit counts
is it bad that i feel you are meant for me and i just need to be patient?
Lani:   It is bad because I don’t want you to hurt
Or get hurt
Jake:   hurt like yesterday?
Lani:   Yes
Or worst
Jake:   even though i enjoyed it?
how worst is worst?
Lani:   I don’t know how worst
Jake:   i don’t think it can get worst than yesterday
i lost you yesterday
Lani:   But I just don’t want to hurt you, you mean a lot to me and would hate to hurt you
Jake:   lost you lost you
i know.. but if you didn’t hurt me.. it would mean i didn’t value you
that i didn’t care for you
it is because i care for you so much.. that it hurts..
yes?
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   question
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   were you hurt yesterday?
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   and it ended when i messaged you yes?
Lani:   It was crazy how I felt
I kept looking at my phone and I wanted to text you so bad
Yes
Jake:   and i asked you if it was my decision or yours..
Lani:   Yes
Jake:   and that feeling was amazing right?
huge relief
so you could breathe again
Lani:   Yes